Hello blog! im back from my macau trip! the trip was overall very nice and very peaceful. the people there were quite friendly which was out of my expectations. well it is a good thing isnt it? haha. by going this trip I officially missed 3 trainings! which made me reluctant to go trainings already lol. so in order not to lose the feeling, I tried to attend the diy training with no avail as it started @ 2 with me knowing nuts about it. even though I made my appearance there, I went there to get laughed at =/ oh wells how would I know its 2 pm when im overseas for like 4 days. so in the end, I went to gym. this experience tells me that I'm not longer needed in the team which I'm dumb enough to find out so late. fair enough, I'm going army soon anyways lol. this also makes my parting less significant which is a good thing. I'm starting to consider whether to go for trainings not already. hmms I start to sound like someone I m you