Hatred.... Hatred.... Why am I feeling all these mixed feelings now...? Perplex... Revulsion.... Forlorn... Why.... I dont get it why.... I always tell myself to live Life as it is.... Stay happy stay happy.... So that others will be happy... That I will attain self containment.... But.... Others are happy(Well I wouldnt know)... But ultimately... Im not... Im always thinking... thinking and thinking.... Why is everything happening like that.. Why Revulsion...? When I told myself not to hate again... Why Perplex? Is it where my future is concerned?? Why Forlorn? When who I see now is not who I am... I dont know... It shucks.... An abyss of darkness.... Is where I am now.... Someone to pull me up? Is the one who is posting... I aint need anyone.... But apparently its not true... The Feeling of Alone.. It's Terrible... It silently... slowly drains Life.. Mixed Feelings... For I to conquer... For anyone who is concerned... To know....
