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Sunday, January 09, 2011

So long since I last blogged!
Sheesh!
anyways ytd was my POP!
finally graduated from tekong after 19 gruelling weeks!
im expecting more to come after going into unit!
so wish me luck!

Terence :~: 3:24 PM

Friday, August 06, 2010

Hello blog! im back from my macau trip!
the trip was overall very nice and very peaceful.
the people there were quite friendly which was out of my expectations.
well it is a good thing isnt it? haha.
by going this trip I officially missed 3 trainings!
which made me reluctant to go trainings already lol.
so in order not to lose the feeling, I tried to attend the diy training with no avail
as it started @ 2 with me knowing nuts about it.
even though I made my appearance there, I went there to get laughed at =/
oh wells how would I know its 2 pm when im overseas for like 4 days.
so in the end, I went to gym.
this experience tells me that I'm not longer needed in the team which I'm dumb enough to find out so late.
fair enough, I'm going army soon anyways lol.
this also makes my parting less significant which is a good thing.
I'm starting to consider whether to go for trainings not already.
hmms I start to sound like someone
I m you

Terence :~: 8:18 PM

Saturday, July 31, 2010

This suckssssssssssssss!
26 more days left! wah laooooooooooooo

Terence :~: 3:09 AM

Thursday, July 29, 2010

in the end, this is the best place to rant isnt it?
well, life isnt that great now considering the fact that ns is nearing.
and I can already imagine how bad it will be when im inside.
lesser freedom = lesser computer time = lesser social life = lesser everything.
I dont even know what to look forward when im actually inside.
but this is like inevitable, hope the days pass by as quickly as possible!
It feels weird yet good now that im not schooling already.
prolly cos its like a routine for the past dont know how many years in my life
and cant continue cos of army.
so much reflections done, so much decisions made.
sometimes I really wonder whether I made the right decision or not.
and it sucks to make a decision when it concerns about two parties that you are somewhat close.
decision making is hard but making the most beneficial decision is even harder.
cos it is almost impossible to make both sides happy at once.
oh man, im starting to turn oh-so-emo already though i have like about a month to go.
maybe because my friend just went in today? =/
so much for my life. sometimes I think it sucks to be me.
feeling all so lonely now. sigh.
Sometimes I wish I could start all over again.
Sometimes I wish decisions were more clear cut.
Sometimes I wish the people around me would not be so unhappy about their own life.
but can I only wish?

Terence :~: 2:48 PM

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

sometimes I worry too much for the people around me...
just hope they will be strong

Terence :~: 2:31 AM

Thursday, March 04, 2010

I will not give up
and will not give in to injuries!

Terence :~: 12:51 AM

Thursday, February 04, 2010

Hello peepz! im basically here just to rant about cheer. =/
after my 2 years in cheer life, it made me realise what is internal competition
and what is external competition.
the feel was so significant during my 1st year in cheerleading.
when larry kicked me out of the nats team cos I didnt go for only one training.
and the very sentence he said still carve in my head.
no one is indispensible in this team.
its true that a 12 man team can be sent or just a group category team.
cos if you know if your 16 man team's not gonna make it
why should be go out and disgrace ourselves?
when people are improving yet we are deproving.
I wouldnt say I have been improving alot or very good in cheerleading already
cos I still learning stuffs. even from the juniors themselves.
their mistakes remind me not to commit them myself
and remind the juniors not to make it a habit.
and I still remember one sentence idk from where.
if you think this advice is useful, take it. else just leave it.
to me, every advice is useful. no matter how big or small of a difference they'll make.
cos every advice is a chance to improve. a chance to excel.
I really regretted not training alot more to attain my goals.
and sometimes I even felt complacent. though what I achieve isnt much.
so I hope the juniors would not leave this team by feeling that they have not done enough.
cos with this very reason I can easily say that I have failed my team
and nevertheless myself.
what for regret when you could work much harder than in the past?
regrets are too late already.
never will I lose hope in the very first team I ever joined.
never will I lose hope in the stunts that were assigned to me.
never will I lose hope in the teammates who cheered for me when im down.
never will I lose hope in the coach that believe that we all can do it for nationals.
never will I lose hope in TP Blazers!
so much for ranting.

Terence :~: 1:16 PM